May 31, 2005
May 16, 2005
mad and sad
yesterday was yet another boring day. had to go to sch as early as 9 on a saturday and stay there for one whole day. wads more some seniors came back to scold us and instill more stress into us. i really really wanna give up already. i mean i’ve done all i can do, wad else do they want. it’s not like they’ve how many years of doing campfire or planning a camp. wad i hate is the way they put us down. i’m not dumb and stupid to let other pple condemn me, i’ll fight back 10 times harder.
my saturday night was much much better. i was so glad to leave the sch and vnr seniors. i was glad i could forget abt vnr for a moment. i was also glad i could leave to support shiying at rj dance night. sorry girl- for breaking your tulip.. hehe.. oh and i’m quite sure no one laughed at chinese dance. in fact i think it was rather good! yay…
May 8, 2005
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today was bad and sad and tiring.
yucks…..
to all the mother’s out there, happy mother’s day and to my mum: u’re the best!
May 6, 2005
jus a random day
it rained today. so cannot run to beauty world with xiu and nette.
it rained heavier when i took a bus back from beauty world. so i cant go home.
basically today was a rather wasted day. yucks. i hate doing nothing.
i’m feeling better now. not so easily pissed off anymore. think everything shud get on track soon.. the camp the campfire and my studies..
woke up today and decided i shud mug hard during the june hols and not care abt it now when there’re more impt things to worry abt.
i kinda like the drama serial showing on channel 8 now.. that “jing zhong ren” drama. haha. was influenced by my peers into watching. i enjoy the storyline, and of course the eye candy.. shit i’m addicted to tv! i seriously think i watch a lot of tv..lemme see.. desperate housewives, eye for a guy, amazing race, chase, survivor, the apprentice, the wu zong xian show and many more.. and i really do enjoy them…
oh man! i’m totally in shock la. SHOCKED*.. yings u know wad i mean right =) dun shock me anymore…hahhaa
May 4, 2005
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May 3, 2005
Stressed
oh man.. the stress is creeping up on me. i’ve never really felt stressed before in my entire life.
i guess i’m those sort who takes things very easy.. dun really care, i think i wasnt even stressed during o levels or exams. i always hear pple saying they’re stressed.. i never really understood..but now, for the first time in jc life, i feel there are lots of things for me to accomplish. For school work alone, there’s two whole years of syllabus to go thru for each subject.. and i’m the stupid sort who needs to go thru every topic again. how to get everything into my puny brain? put academics aside.. there are also a whole lot of cca commitments. they’re like choking me to death.. everytime i go to sch or switch on the com i’ll be constantly reminding myself wad i have to do for my cca. and there’s a hell lot to do.. so much planning for campfire and training camp. wad’s worse i’m scared that all my efforts will go down the drain due to the lack of participants. why issit that i work so hard and still there’s a lack of pple joining us? i’m really getting sick of all these yet i cannot quit. and the whole cca is jus so screwed.. some pple jus wanna slack and i feel bad if i start slacking.. the teacher’s also further adding pressure on us.. similarly for the seniors….my mum is also unhappy abt everything- my results my cca my “going out too often”, my “coming back too late”.. my bro constantly taunting me for my bad results and fatness… urgh…
my table’s in a mess and i cant even be bothered to clear it up.. let the worksheets pile up man i dun care….